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The Killers - For Reasons unknown

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zie hier

without a reason to ever fall in love...

i messed up. yet again. everytime i tell myself that i've finally begun to get my head around it and start to relax a little i get wound up all over again. i feel like i have a 1500 member all-precussion marching band parading through my head and i've got front row seasons tickets. this isn't what i want. i'm not happy. but now because of my stupid idea i've screwed myself. bloody hell. moral support? i think i'm gonna also need some alcohol rehabilitation and a new set of lungs by the time this week is over. it never shit-rains it shit-pours. i really hope it all just works out in the end. if it goes the way i hope it does, i'm willing to forget all of this and just move bravely onward as it used to be without looking back. there i go. if and but-ing everything to death again. augh.