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2009-10-19

I see it around me I see it in everything I could be so much More than this I said my goodbye's This is my sundown I'm gonna be so much More than this With one hand high You'll show them your progress You'll take your time But no one cares No one cares I need you to show me The way from crazy I wanna be so much More than this With one hand high You'll show them your progress You'll take your time But no one cares With one hand high You'll show them your progress You'll take your time But no one cares No one cares I could be so much More than this No one cares I wanna be so much More than this No one cares I could be so much More than this No one cares I wanna be so much More than this No one cares I wanna be so much More than this No one cares I wanna be so much More than this Good goodbye lovely time Good goodbye to sunshine Good goodbye I'll be fine Good goodbye Good goodnight

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2009-10-15

...Ik mis geen vrienden uit mijn verleden, want ik onthoud dat er een reden is waarom zij mijn toekomst niet hebben gehaald.. er zullen veel mensen in en uit mijn leven wandelen, maar alleen echte vrienden laten voetafdrukken achter in mijn hart.. thnx to Monkeygirl

I guess the joke's on me...

2009-10-13

Hey god, why are you doing this to me? Am I not living up to what Im supposed to be? Why am I seething with this animosity? Hey god, I think you owe me a great big apology Hey god, I really dont know what you mean. Seems like salvation comes only in our dreams. I feel my hatred grow all the more extreme. Hey god, can this world really be as sad as it seems Dont take it away from me. I need someone to hold on to. Dont take it away from me. I need someone to hold on to Hey god, theres nothing left for me to hide. I lost my ignorance, security and pride. Im all alone in a world you must despise. Hey god, I believed that promises, your promises and lies My head is filled with disease. My skin is begging you please. Im on my hands and knees I want so much to believe. Dont take it away from me. I need someone to hold on to. Dont take it away from me. I need someone to hold on to I give you everything. My sweet everything Hey god, I really dont know who I am. In this world of piss

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2009-10-10

I miss you so badly...

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2009-10-09

You came, you saw, you conquered. Everyone, I'm left here guessing. You throw your light selectively. I swear I've heard this song before. A swimmer who has seen a shark, I should really be more wary of the water.